...it sucks! i hate it! it's consuming my life!

Basically I want another, one much better where I don't feel constantly like I can't do anything right, and that everyday i'm not depressed constantly - or so it seems. Something I enjoy. But I have to suck it up and hang in there for another 2 years and some odd months

*sigh* Wish me luck! Better yet, pray for me!

As you have guessed from lack of updates and no new deviations, I haven't had any time what so ever to start drawing again. Which depresses me even more. I want to get back into it so I don't loose it! Not only that, I have my waccom (finally!!!) that my Iain bought for me, and i'd like to learn how to use it!
There's also my friend Liz and Nicole's weddings coming up. And my birthday at the end of this month

Yeah i'll be 23

I don't feel like I will be at all...it's weird how fast time goes by, and with my wedding coming in two years I have a feeling that will fly by and I don't want it to (And yes I know the little countdown ticker below isn't helping much, i just thought it was cute). Don't get me wrong I can't wait, but at the same time I don't want two years of my life to just fly by.
Soon there will be some new work up here! ...I hope!!!